To My Darling Namira

Namira when rescued

You came into our lives unsure of your new environment; growling at your foster brother and generally keeping to yourself. You had no idea that from the moment you jumped into the car, you had taken up a home in our hearts and I in turn had no idea that in time, we would be your family - to be loved whole heartedly by you.

As your foster mum, I thought my goal was to get you out of a most dire situation, bring you back to good health and bring out your crazy Saluki personality. My job was to help you put your best paw forward so we; your extended foster network could help you find your forever home.

I tried to give you all the love I had. It was never a 50:50 love to be shared between you and Gibson. For me, it was always 100% love for Gibson and 100% love for you. That was always my intention and I hope you felt that too. I never intended to fall in love with you my darling - but over time, you made that happen. And I didnt even realize!

Namira catching up on sleep

I have slowly watched you become the dog you are today. You have amused me with your, "It's way to early to get out of bed mum?" and amazed me with your, "I think I need to pee mum - but dont get up. I'll ask Gibson where to go" looks. Its been an absolute joy watching you confidently meet new people and new dogs and its been wonderful watching you discover the beach.

I was never too sure how you felt about us. You always seemed so aloof. I remember taking you on your first trip to the beach. I was so worried you were going to run away - and I was going to loose you! From the moment you jumped out of the car however, you surprised me. You stayed close and came right back when called. My friends tell me thats very rare. That's when I knew - we were your family and you loved us.

I know what you're thinking. If you're so happy and I'm so happy, how could I ever let you go and give you up? The answer is painfully simple. Its my job. Its my job to find you the most perfect home - one that is even better than mine! I do this so I can continue to take in other dogs in desperate situations - and help them as I do you.

Namira and Gibbs - Making friends

Namira,

Please dont think you weren't good enough
Please dont think I gave up on you
Please dont think I abandoned you

Please do love life
Please do love your new family like you love this one
Please do remember us - but please dont miss us.

Please know that I love you and no matter what, you will always have a home with me - but I hope you will never need it.

After almost 9 months with me, you will soon be going to your new home and getting to know your new family.
I know you will have a fantabulous life and even though I cant be a part of every day, know that I will always be watching over you.

Until that day comes, lets share lots of cuddles, lots of runs, and many many "mummy may I please have a treat" big brown eyes moments.

Lots of love,
Your doting foster mum

I dont know what you're talking about. I didn't do it...

Nam in a playful mood

Cuddle time - Feeling needy =o)